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[17 Jan 2007|04:20am] |
Tiffany H.'s baby shower is this weekend...oh joy!
Tiff P. and I are going out Thursday and buying a gift, I'm not sure what to get. I've never been to a baby shower and I didn't think at age 18 I would be attending one.
I guess I'm going even though I don't want to, but I said I'd be there and I usually always keep my word. So whatever.
I haven't talked to Matt in a day or two, he's down in Adrian looking for a job.
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[09 Jan 2007|04:57am] |
I miss Matt very very much. I have no way to contact him right now and if I call his place in Flint, his brother Eric gets all pissy with me. I still love him as much as I ever did, which is great. Tonight I hung out with my friend Nikki. Her and her boyfriend decided to have sex in the backseat of her car while I was sitting up front. So I turned up "Here Without You" by 3 Doors Down and jumped onto the roof of the car and just stared up at the stars thinking about Matt. I love that song so much, it makes me think of him and smile.
I'm such a hopeless romantic, but I like it. Nikki was like "maybe he's just with you for sex" and I was thinking "umm...yeah right. If he wanted sex he could get it from anyone. Plus, he doesn't cheat on me and if he did, he knows I'd break his dick"
Matt and I have a bond, so I don't care what anyone says.
<3 Vikki
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[06 Jan 2007|09:11pm] |
I'm not sure if I want to move to AZ anymore, I mean I do, but I now have Matt, so like...I don't want to leave him. He means everything to me, so if it means missing out on moving out west, then so be it. He means more to me than moving somewhere there's warm weather.
If I was going to go, I'd want him with me, ya know?
We're finally back together and I'm never letting him go...NOT EVER!
This is it, this is love. I want to marry him as soon as I can, that's how much I love him.
I've been in love with him since the age of 14, we're like...high school sweethearts pretty much. When he looks at me I just want to melt. When he kisses me and tells me how much he loves me, time stands still.
<3 Vikki
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[06 Jan 2007|12:35am] |
I'm with Matt again, this time I'm making sure it stays that way. No more other guys for me, nope...NEVER!
Woo! I've never been so happy.
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[31 Dec 2006|09:05pm] |
It's New Years Eve and I'm alone, well not exactly alone, my parents are in the living room watching TV. This is the part where I breakdown and cry because I miss Nick. If we were still together we'd probably be sitting on his couch right now watching some lame movie or maybe lying in his bed (nothing sexual). That's not the case though, I let him go, I pushed him away.
I suck at having feelings. I always have feelings for the people that don't have them back and never have feelings for the people that have feelings for me. But then after the person that did have feelings for me is gone, I realize that I do love them, but then it's too late. Why is that? why am I that fucked up? I don't deserve anyone I guess, or anything for that matter.
Fuck this!
<3 Vikki
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[31 Dec 2006|12:13am] |
I hate guys, did you know that? well not exactly hate them, but I don't like them much anymore. Sex this, sex that! why is it all about sex?
what ever happened to that knight with his white horse that would rescue the princess and want to be with her? IT'S ALL LIES! guys aren't like that anymore, they want sex, flings, parties. GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS! makes me sick. I wish I was living back in the 20's, 30's or 40's, where guys were gentlemen. The world has gone to hell in a handbasket, that's for sure.
<3 Vikki
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| My take on the death of Saddam |
[30 Dec 2006|03:51pm] |
I was just on my way up to the bedroom last night when I saw CNN. I can't say I was angry, nor was I happy about it. I'm seeing that the American people don't understand that Iraq isn't the only country to have a dictator that causes crimes against his own people, what about the leader of Iran? he is much worse than Saddam. All over the middle east, that does happen and it's been happening for years. The only reason it was brought to attention about Saddam was because of the whole "war on terror" Bush had going for him. It was just a personal vendetta between Bush and Saddam.
Moving on, I also believe that this may cause more violence in Iraq because even though some Iraqi people hated him, there is another half that did respect him. Hasn't anyone ever heard, violence causes more violence?
"I believe that taking his life for the lives of the 148 Shiite Muslims in 1982 is a scam. It is the US government's attempt to distract the world in its shameful and distasteful attempt at controlling and occupying the second largest oil producing nation in the world. Kim Jong II, admits he has nuclear capabilities, but there's no mention of an invasion of North Korea, and he is far worse than Saddam Hussein. My question is: Why can't anyone find the admitted killer, Osama Bin Laden?" -- Rich, USA
I agree with what that man had to say. What about North Korea? here we have a country such as Iraq that hasn't really ever bothered America, but we still had to take out their leader. In the meantime, North Korea is out there probably making plans to blow us off the map. Which do you think is more important, killing a leader of a country that was awful against his own people but at the same time other countries around there do the same thing and you don't see America stopping those leaders, or making plans to do something about North Korea?
Also, back in 2002, Bush actually said that he wanted to take out Saddam just because of Bush's father.
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[29 Dec 2006|05:09am] |
I decided to make this old journal public, but I'm keeping all my posts I've ever did (since 2004) friends only because I don't want people that I know irl to find out how fucked up I once was.
Anyway, life's been good. I broke up with Nick sometime ago, it was meant to happen. He was too pushy and thought he was right about everything. So I said "fuck it, see ya!"
New Years Eve is coming up, I'm spending it with my best friend Tiffany. PARTY TIME!!!
My old best friend Tiffany H. is having a baby and it's between two guys. I laughed when I found out a few months ago. But whatever, shit happens.
<3 Vikki
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